Since Eddie had switched his working environment, his temper become worse compare to last time. He started to shout and scold at me whenever he feels stressed due to big pressure he's having in new place. Tonight I had a quarrel with him again. Crying is the only channel to allow me to release all sadness and pain. I feel weird that he will be the first ones who know I'm crying or upset about something. Are an appraisal to him or a punishment yet a bad news to me? I couldn't lie to him anything which I wish to cover without his notification. Personality test shows that I have high level of empathy but in fact I don't agree with this statement. IF I can understand Eddie's pressure,why I can't tolerant with it? Why I can’t understand Eddie’s temper IF I can cope with his stress? Our relationship has just started,yet we have many quarrel and misunderstanding between us in the past two months.
Sometimes, I question myself " Is him a right person to me ?" Does he worth for me to spend my entire life with him ? My answer is " I don't know!" I feel exhausted after quarrelling and crying because of him. I think only time will prove our love. Sleep will be the best medicine for me right now to heal all my wounds.
Good night!
Regards,
Yan
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